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  1. ď K ď

    I had a FaceTime call with my daughter K . Her team of oncologist are getting ready to put her on maintenance phase . She thinks the end of May . I wonít be there to attend , however her older sister and one of her Uncles will be there . If it works out time wise Iíll get to conference call with them . Lots of people are praying for her prayers are being answered . If you read my blog K could use some prayers. God is good all the time ! KO
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  2. A Bit Much

    I donít want to say this has been the hardest week yet. It seems when I say that the next one is worse . This has just been a very uncomfortable week .i will be here 2 more weeks . I did get to go to my hotel for the weekend. MM had it all ready for me with everything I need and everything I might want . He is the most considerate man I know . Very nice on the eyes too ! KO
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  3. Alone

    I am here in one of my least favorite cities in the U,S. Tulsa. I got checked into my hotel ok , the party starts tomorrow . They will have all the scans, blood reports anything else they could want they have . I choose to come alone . I have had plenty of people ask to go with me . I just wanted this time alone to reflect on all of my choices. One was when my son was about 15 years old and wanted these 50 wrestling shoes , and I told him the ones he had were still good. Or a time one of my daughters ...
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  4. Play date

    So, I met MM at ihop this morning . He had pancakes and other assortment of things and I had dry toast . Which was fine I picked where to go eat . Then we went to a coffee shop where we could talk. I top him everything about me , I didn't leave anything out . I'm not sure I have ever told anyone that much except my guys. He didn't interruptor or touch me he just handed me tissues. When I was finished he asked if he could hold me . That's what we did for the longest time . I could feel myself getting ...
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  5. Pondering

    I have a spouse we separated a few years back divorce and everything. He moved back into my house so we hold ourselves as married . I had something with Jack Wagon I donít know what to call it , but I love him . We donít have any communication, his choice and thatís ok . Heís dealing with our break up in the way he needs to . I have leukemia. Maybe thatís too much for him to shoulder . Then I have MM , we are going to spend the day together. Iím hoping that he will understand that I canít even ...
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