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  1. Integrity

    Integrity means doing the right thing even if nobody is looking. Right now I question mine when it comes to MM. he is still sleeping I think he must have stayed awake all night making sure I was ok . I know he loves me, I知 not there yet . I知 not sure if I値l get to that kind of love . I知 thinking if I should just tell him goodbye. I知 not sure how this love thing works right now . I certainly don稚 want to hurt him . I don稚 think I have much integrity.KO
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  2. K

    I had a FaceTime call with my daughter K . Her team of oncologist are getting ready to put her on maintenance phase . She thinks the end of May . I won稚 be there to attend , however her older sister and one of her Uncles will be there . If it works out time wise I値l get to conference call with them . Lots of people are praying for her prayers are being answered . If you read my blog K could use some prayers. God is good all the time ! KO
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  3. A Bit Much

    I don稚 want to say this has been the hardest week yet. It seems when I say that the next one is worse . This has just been a very uncomfortable week .i will be here 2 more weeks . I did get to go to my hotel for the weekend. MM had it all ready for me with everything I need and everything I might want . He is the most considerate man I know . Very nice on the eyes too ! KO
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  4. Alone

    I am here in one of my least favorite cities in the U,S. Tulsa. I got checked into my hotel ok , the party starts tomorrow . They will have all the scans, blood reports anything else they could want they have . I choose to come alone . I have had plenty of people ask to go with me . I just wanted this time alone to reflect on all of my choices. One was when my son was about 15 years old and wanted these 50 wrestling shoes , and I told him the ones he had were still good. Or a time one of my daughters ...
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  5. Play date

    So, I met MM at ihop this morning . He had pancakes and other assortment of things and I had dry toast . Which was fine I picked where to go eat . Then we went to a coffee shop where we could talk. I top him everything about me , I didn't leave anything out . I'm not sure I have ever told anyone that much except my guys. He didn't interruptor or touch me he just handed me tissues. When I was finished he asked if he could hold me . That's what we did for the longest time . I could feel myself getting ...
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