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  1. Pondering

    I have a spouse we separated a few years back divorce and everything. He moved back into my house so we hold ourselves as married . I had something with Jack Wagon I donít know what to call it , but I love him . We donít have any communication, his choice and thatís ok . Heís dealing with our break up in the way he needs to . I have leukemia. Maybe thatís too much for him to shoulder . Then I have MM , we are going to spend the day together. Iím hoping that he will understand that I canít even ...
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  2. The Littles

    Well last night was full of kids and g babies and my guys . Lots of food ( yuck) I am not feeling food right now . Lots to drink from kids drinks to adult drinks . Lots of cake and cookies. So we all talked and when the kids came in the room we changed the topic . That worked for all but 3 g babies , one said you know we know how to S.P.E.L.L .I found that so funny . So I asked them what do you want to know ? They had a few questions like ; you are a lot skinner , why does that medicine make your ...
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  3. Free

    Well I am halfway home . My son drives this truck like he stole it . We might be switching drivers. Got the new plan .I'll start it in Tulsa Wednesday . That treatment should put me in remission for 5 years then I am diagnosed free of cancer. I am excited about seeing my g-babies. and my kids. KO

    Updated 04-14-2018 at 11:23 AM by KayOss

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  4. The Talk

    So , I got freed to go to the lounge of course gown, gloves, shoe covering. I called MM , I can't hurt this man . I know what it feels like . I feel like I used him for amazing sex wonderful kisses and the best hugs . When I text with him or talk on the phone I hear it . I hear what he is starting to feel for me . Bless him he's had to hold me while I falling apart with Jack-Wagon . He has had to listen to how much I love JW . He would just hug me tighter . He was with me when the picc line went ...
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  5. Horrible Day part 2

    So I met with my team to discuss tests results . It seems that my leukemia is not responding to this treatment. Not a deal breaker . Just a step back and figure out the next plan of action. We did a group conference with the kids . Probably not the best way to tell them , but the only option. So , change of plans for MM he wonít be coming. I think I broke his heart . Which I donít like , Iíll call him tomorrow or Sunday. My youngest is going to pick me up in the morning and off to home Iíll go . ...

    Updated 04-13-2018 at 06:24 PM by KayOss

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