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  1. Rain

    I have always enjoyed the rain as long as no tornados were involved . One of my favorite things to do is walk bare foot in the rain . So today I did . I don't like these blue bags . I'm going to ask if there are different color ones. Since blue is my favorite color . Walking on the road in the rain was good for my soul. I think I am going to try to do one a day I like .
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  2. Tuesday

    Iím beginning to really dislike Tuesdayís . I went and did my 4 hour treatment. I then to my daughter to do her treatment. Picked up g babies . Fixed them dinner . Iím glad K is not puking just her stomach hurts. I got in her rocker and held her tight as I rocked her . Only thing that was bad was she held my blue puke bag as I rocked her .
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  3. Here

    Iím in this room that is decorated with flowers,plants, and art work . There are 7 of us . All adults some older than I one young man in his late 20ís . Everything we have is in sealed bags . My phone is is in a sterile bag . Some of us read , talk, play on our phones or just sit here . Our nurses come in to this room with sterilized clothes and rubber gloves . It seems if the chemo touched their skin or ours it will burn like a 3rd degree burn . Iím wondering why it doesnít burn our veins that ...
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  4. daughter

    So, I had shared with my oldest daughter that I met this guy and I thought we were falling into that dreadful thing called love . We talked for hours and she wanted to know if I had told him about my " marriage " . She also knows me well enough I'd never ever leave her father , and I did love him just not in a way you're supposed to love your spouse , I don't know how not to love him . . She understood that the one time I left him the 6 months without my kids and my g babies it was hard ...
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  5. Sleep

    I finally called one of my guys to come sleep with me ., J came no questions asked . He knows I sleep nude so that was a conversation I didnít want to have . We compromised I put on a tank top and silk undies and he left his undies on. We fell asleep and except a for a few times I slept really well . He suggested that if I need him to sleep with me again I needed Pjs on . He asked why I cry out a certain name with tears on my face several times a night . I had no answer . Iíve always talked usually ...
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