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  1. The Talk

    So , I got freed to go to the lounge of course gown, gloves, shoe covering. I called MM , I can't hurt this man . I know what it feels like . I feel like I used him for amazing sex wonderful kisses and the best hugs . When I text with him or talk on the phone I hear it . I hear what he is starting to feel for me . Bless him he's had to hold me while I falling apart with Jack-Wagon . He has had to listen to how much I love JW . He would just hug me tighter . He was with me when the picc line went ...
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  2. Horrible Day part 2

    So I met with my team to discuss tests results . It seems that my leukemia is not responding to this treatment. Not a deal breaker . Just a step back and figure out the next plan of action. We did a group conference with the kids . Probably not the best way to tell them , but the only option. So , change of plans for MM he wonít be coming. I think I broke his heart . Which I donít like , Iíll call him tomorrow or Sunday. My youngest is going to pick me up in the morning and off to home Iíll go . ...

    Updated 04-13-2018 at 06:24 PM by KayOss

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  3. Horrible no good day

    I finished and of the strongest chemo days I have had so far . The stuff it does to your entire body is horrible. Right this minute everything on my body hurts inside and outside, I canít really explain it . Days like today I want to quit . Just say enough is enough . KO
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  4. Hunger Games

    So , Iím supposed to keep some of what I eat down . Well thatís not happening. In order to go home next week I have to eat and not use the blue bags . Well my view is I can see everything so can they. So no hiding . I still have 2 hellish treatments left and my counts higher and eat . I told my team how about 2 out of 3 ? The didnít seem that amused . So .... we both keep trying. At this point I just want to go home so Iíll try to play their game . Now to chug this jello . KO

    Updated 04-13-2018 at 11:07 AM by KayOss

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  5. My Guys

    Two of my guys came to see me yesterday . We talked about everything. We even discussed when I finished my degree in CRJ and joined them on the team . Firstly they were not happy a girl was going to be on their team . So the conversations were , we are not going to help you, we donít want you on our team , you will be held to the highest of standards, you are going to risk our lives , and our wives/girlfriends are not going to be happy . I told them no to worry I could hold my own and theirs if ...
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